About Starrbar

You may also know me by iSpazzyKitty (older username that I can't change everywhere), Trapped but not Really (NSFW username), or The Angry Librarian (YouTube channel name).

And since everyone lists their game stats on these things: I'm an aegosexual non-binary creature in my late 20's with a persistent sense of quirkiness that followed me into adulthood. I've always had a love for cartoon characters and stories, usually about superheroes, romance, and violence!

So then, I've spent my whole life loving these stories and trying to create one of my own. I've developed several major concepts that I've come back to from time to time, but I still need to finally publish a full, original story.

Right now, I'm attempting to do so with a pixel adventure game. I also have a sci-fi comic (or book) planned, and perhaps a furry thing one day.

I love to roleplay with friends and sometimes strangers, though these days I'm quite picky due to being tired or distracted all the time.

I have an adorable dog named Casper. He's a bull-weenie, and he's excited about most things and (BIG SIGH) about others. I love him.

I am also married to my super cool Megafluffy. We met because we both joined the same OCT and became opponents, and that was nearly ten years ago!

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As a disclaimer of sorts, I'm... unfortunately invested in a niche internet conflict called "proship vs. antiship", which—in the simplest of terms—is a problem of moral shaming in fandom spaces for fictional pairings or sexual kinks that are arbitrarily deemed wrong by the perpetrators, who will often go to genuinely scary lengths to make sure no one with such interests is able to live in peace.

It's important to note that while "anti/pro(ship)" is a niche conflict, it stems from a broader issue that's as old as time: A group of control freaks pick a scapegoat to blame for the world's violent crimes and then dub the enjoyers of said scapegoat as "dangerous". It's "violent videogames make people violent" all over again, and make no mistake: It's just as bigoted now as it was then, despite largely coming from so-called "progressives". Please go to my 'Antiship' Dangers page if you need proof of my claims. You can also head over to my Ultimate Shipping Resources Carrd if you really wanna dig in.

I'm only being up-front about this semi-embarrassing fact because it is my Pet Issue, and I have witnessed some innocent people get publicly bashed for "not disclosing" that they're "the enemy". So, uh, if you hate people with "immoral" kinks/ships, consider me the enemy, and then go fuck yourself. C=

I'm also definitely your enemy if you hold any anti-progressive sentiments. I've literally had multiple?? people follow me for my kink-positive takes only to post "transgenderism is child grooming" or other nasty shit, so uh, yeah I'm NOT your ally just because we agree that lolisho isn't csem. :/

Anyways!

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Here's a long list of my interests and fandoms, separated by the level of love and excitement I have for them.

Absolute fixation
[Might not remain my favorite, but it is right now!]...

  • The Property of Hate

TOP FAVORITE...

  • Arcane
  • A Certain Scientific Railgun
  • The Witch's House + The Diary of Ellen
  • Night in the Woods
  • Bojack Horseman
  • Bittersweet Candy Bowl
  • Omori
  • Portal / Portal 2
  • Hunter x Hunter
  • Fruits Basket
  • Made in Abyss
  • Centaurworld
  • Chainsaw Man
  • Higurashi: When They Cry
  • Law of Talos
  • Megamind
  • Lilo & Stitch
  • Zootopia
  • Hell's Kitchen
  • The Amazing Digital Circus
  • Hollow Knight
  • Deltarune
  • Undertale
  • Super Mario 64 DS
  • Legend of Zelda: Breath of the Wild
  • The Binding of Isaac
  • OneShot
  • Doki Doki Literature Club
  • Animal Crossing: New Horizons
  • Dragonquest Builders 2
  • World of Goo
  • My Hero Academia
  • Stranger Things (at least S1, it still gets me man)
  • Your Boyfriend Game (I've played days 1 & 2)
  • Danganronpa (seen 1 & 2)
  • Steven Universe
  • Spy x Family
  • JoJo's Bizarre Adventure
  • The Mandela Catalogue
  • SCP & Creepypasta
  • Eastward
  • iCarly
  • The Ancient Magus Bride
  • Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood
  • Ranking of Kings
  • Avatar: The Last Airbender
  • Turning Red
  • Wandavision
  • Homestuck
  • Digimon Tamers
  • Midnight Mass
  • His and Her Circumstances
  • The Outer Limits
  • Pikmin
  • Transformers: EarthSpark
  • Yin Yang Yo!
  • Helluva Boss
  • Unsounded
  • Game Grumps
  • Adum / Your Movie Sucks
  • I Hate Everything
  • Ponder Sprocket
  • NuxTaku
  • Schaffrillas Productions
  • MagikarpUsedFly
  • Bricky
  • Contrapoints
  • Mother's Basement
  • mossbag
  • schnee
  • Man on the Internet
  • Big Joel
  • Bliss Fully Aware
  • Babish Culinary Universe
  • Film The Right Thing
  • Explanation Point
  • Katzun
  • Rusty.
  • Zena & Poppy: Wholesome Degenerates
  • Vaush
  • Hasanabi
  • Scrolling through flags and other colorful categorizing / labeling stuff!
  • Gore art (candy gore included)
  • Learning Japanese!
  • Stim gifs and cooking/cutting (like sand or food) ASMR
  • Tiny versions of things!
  • Mood boards
  • Christmas / fairy lights
  • Stars / space aesthetic
  • Sparkly / shimmery aesthetic
  • Pixel art / games
  • Fanfiction / fanart
  • Relating music lyrics to my interests and sharing my interpretations
  • Roleplaying
  • Media analysis
  • Remixes / covers of songs
  • Cute or neat animals

I'm gonna be real with y'all. There are WAY more ships besides these that I could totally enjoy some cute art of or even a fic, but I'm only listing ships with dynamics that I feel some emotion over.

Note: The order of emojis/names has no meaning.
注：絵文字や名前の順番に意味はありません。

Don't take this too seriously. It's just for fun, and I like different ships for different reasons.

Also please be aware that some of these ships contain potentially uncomfortable themes! I do not endorse any of said themes in real life. Obviously.

  • 👑🪱 Kingkaard (Spade King × Rouxls Kaard ~ Deltarune)
  • 📞🍎 Spamtis (Spamton × Kris ~ Deltarune)
  • 🍎🦖 Krusie (Kris × Susie ~ Deltarune)
  • 💣🦈 Jilco (Jinx × Silco ~ Arcane)
  • 💡🧬 Jayvik (Jayce × Viktor ~ Arcane)
  • 🦈🧪 Sinco (Singed × Silco ~ Arcane)
  • 🧣🎀 Like (Lucy × Mike ~ Bittersweet Candy Bowl)
  • ⚡⚖️M ikoKuro (Misaka Mikoto × Shirai Kuroko ~ A Certain Scientific Railgun)
  • ☀️🌻 Sunflower (Sunny × Basil ~ Omori)
  • 🍳🏀 Herokel (Hero × Kel ~ Omori)
  • 🐰🐈 Erasermight (Aizawa Shouta × Yagi Toshinori ~ My Hero Academia)
  • 🐈🎧 Erasermic (Aizawa Shouta × Yamada Hizashi ~ My Hero Academia)
  • 💰💵 ReddNook (Jolly Redd × Tom Nook ~ Animal Crossing)
  • 🔥❄️ Rupphire (Ruby × Sapphire ~ Steven Universe)
  • 🦠💅 YinYuck (Yin × Yuck ~ Yin Yang Yo!)
  • 🤡🐰 Funny Bunny (Pomni × Jax ~ The Amazing Digital Circus)
  • 👸🐹 Sondam (Sonia × Gundham ~ Danganronpa 2)
  • I LOVE to talk about myself! Hence the ridiculous length and unnecessary information here!

  • I have a husband (yes, 1 whole married) named Fluffy! Expect to hear/read his name often when talking to me. :3

  • I LOVE WORDS! Words words words, I am wordy as fuck. I once had a friend condense an over 4k word message that I wrote into a 2k word message without sacrificing any vital information. I HAVE A PROBLEM! 🤣 But for you, dear stranger, I will attempt to condense the rest of this. 🙏

  • I'm autistic, big surprise.

  • I hyperfixate on things, usually a fictional character or ship, for anywhere from months to years! ♥

  • I'm agnostic in terms of stuff like the afterlife or ghosts, etc. Although I'm... kind of scared of ghosts, so I guess I just believe in those. 😅

  • I'm a Prismatist—a member of a non-exclusionary LGBTQ-focused religion.

  • I engage in echolalia! "I'm cute" is one of my main phrases, but the others will periodically change.

  • I like to decorate things online. Like profiles, Carrds, character sheets, etc. It's almost like simulating productivity! 🙃

  • I keep waking up at like 6:30 in the morning on my days off and then staying up for no reason until 2-4 hours later and then "finishing" my night's sleep.

  • I LOVE DR. PEPPER!?!! HELLO!!!?

  • I always sleep with a body pillow between my legs, because it's like, my legs need support dammit!

  • I think I like windmills and... oil pumps...? No idea what that's about.

  • I once (twice, actually) tried to draw a massive picture that incorporated every single song that Owl City had at the time. I never finished either of them.

  • TW, this one is really macabre/morbid?? I have this bizarre funny bone to pick with fictional characters that lose their hands. I cannot explain why, but every time I think about a character losing their hands, I start gigglng, and I can't stop making jokes about it or calling attention to it. I think it's because the first character I witnessed this from was Ethan from RE7, who just... puts it back on! And it's just, I can't, I'm dead. That's so funny to me. I promise I wouldn't laugh if a real person lost their hands. O_o

  • Look at dog. He is Casper. He's a bull-weenie (pitbull + wiener dog).